I'm secure in who I am in Christ, yet I'm constantly insecure in who I am as a woman.
I desire less, yet I crave more.
I'm smart and capable, yet I doubt my own abilities.
I make people laugh, yet I'm dull and boring most of the time
I desperately seek after the Lord daily, yet I feel my attempts are somehow never enough
I love others easily, yet constantly question the love of others
I strive to be an eternal optimist, yet I'm the most pessimistic person you'll ever meet
I'm content with my life, yet I want my life to mean more
I'm energetic and always up for anything, yet I'm the biggest hermit this world will ever know
I trust the Lord's plan, yet I fight Him for control daily